I was just telling b.b that I feel let down by the business. It’s silly and I feel a little ridiculous having the thought. It’s just…I believe in karma. Over the years, I’ve always offered people freelance or references or whatever if they were down on their luck. If I knew you and liked you AND your website/magazine went under, chances are I tried to help you out with work or more. I’ve done that for a lot of people over the years. I was hoping the karmic goodness would add up with someone giving me a job that would help make my dream come true. It’s not happening and I feel disappointed in the business (mostly because I can’t figure out a person to be disappointed in). So next time I get a job, f*ck it, I’m not helping anyone unless it furthers my own goals.