“If you love me at all, don’t call.”
My sleep schedule has been way off. I blame the quick jaunt to England. After work I take a nap for three to four hours and can’t get back to sleep until 4:00 AM. Hopefully I’ll right myself today.
The Girl called last night. I’ve been okay not talking to her, but I felt guilty after hearing her message. I don’t have to call her back, but it’s not in my nature to be so mean. Even though it’s better for me without her, I still care for her so much and want to enjoy her company. It’s just better for me if I don’t. It may or may not be intentional, but I’ve felt more hurt than love from her in the last few months. Maybe it’s all over now. We’ll see.